7 Autistic Decades. I'm Still Driven. What If I NEVER Get “There...”?

Neurodiversity? Pop culture tries… and fails. But text, performance & images give my raw autistic reality…

Feb 11 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Autistic in a Sea of Faceless Ghosts… I Still Want to Remember You

I can’t see faces. Not even my wife’s. But it means something to me to remember your name.

Feb 4 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Hot Thought for My Subscribers

This is as real as I get. I want to share a seed...

Feb 3 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Autistic in My 70s, Still Driven. What If I NEVER Get “There"...?

Still driven to matter. Desperately. Almost 73 & I can’t unwind… busted springs, broken dancer in a jewel box. A work in progress. I think it may…

Feb 1 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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January 2026

This Autistic Elder Looks Back… without Shame

Family, careers, homes… this neurodivergent badass walks away.

Jan 26 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Spoken Word Autistic Burnout: "Believe I'll Ch-Ch-Change... My Shirt"

Director's cut with full text and illustrations.

Jan 16 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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"every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"

Spoken Word... director's cut.

Jan 14 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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December 2025

Autistic Spoken Word on this Moment...? “Slouching toward Montauk”

A disturbing moment from my youth. How I survived it. How it weirdly relates to... now.

Dec 31, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Accomodated. Not Fixed.

Merry Freaking auDHD New Year.

Dec 31, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Friends, Grief & Autism…? They say we have no feelings…

They say autistics don’t have emotions. Don’t make friends. Clue, I ain’t Spock.

Dec 6, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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November 2025

"Bardo #1"... The digital ghost of an illustration

Committing to paper feels like a betrayal

Nov 29, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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Family, School, Work? They created this autistic bad@$$.

I wasn’t born under a star named Rage.

Nov 24, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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