Archive - #AutisticAF Out Loud Newsletter

This Autistic Elder Looks Back… without Shame

Family, careers, homes… this neurodivergent badass walks away.

Jan 26 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

1:36

Spoken Word Autistic Burnout: "Believe I'll Ch-Ch-Change... My Shirt"

Director's cut with full text and illustrations.

Jan 16 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

3:32

"every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"

Spoken Word... director's cut.

Jan 14 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

3:40

December 2025

Autistic Spoken Word on this Moment...? “Slouching toward Montauk”

A disturbing moment from my youth. How I survived it. How it weirdly relates to... now.

Dec 31, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

3:53

Accomodated. Not Fixed.

Merry Freaking auDHD New Year.

Dec 31, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

Friends, Grief & Autism…? They say we have no feelings…

They say autistics don’t have emotions. Don’t make friends. Clue, I ain’t Spock.

Dec 6, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

3:06

November 2025

"Bardo #1"... The digital ghost of an illustration

Committing to paper feels like a betrayal

Nov 29, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

Family, School, Work? They created this autistic bad@$$.

I wasn’t born under a star named Rage.

Nov 24, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

3:13

Can you help treat our Yorkie?

Medical emergency... Just as our benefits got cut.

Nov 17, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

Like Some Angel with a Dislocated Shoulder: Song for My Autistic Son

How parental regret sits next to everyday absurdity.

Nov 17, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

1:55

Family is complex for me. Autistic + ADHD... but Shameless.

Live Spoken Word... family, estrangement, and living fiercely Neurodivergent.

Nov 7, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

1:55

Trump Brings Gaza War Crimes Home to US Autistics

Complete Transcript with Sources. Runtime: 10:32 Date: November 2025

Nov 5, 2025 • Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

10:35

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